Disobedience

01/07/07 -- Day 3 as a Slave

disobedience (noun)
1. the failure to obey
2. the trait of being unwilling to obey

I awakened this morning at 6:15am in my Master’s arms. I was careful not to awaken my Master as I can only awaken him by orally pleasuring him. I proceeded to orally pleasure my Master until he was ready to rise out of bed to get dressed. When my Master was satisfied with my oral stimulation he complimented me & told me I was an excellent slut. I love when my Master compliments me. He told me I was doing a very good job & he was very pleased with me. I thanked Master for allowing me to please him orally. I proceeded to get my Master’s slippers and put Master’s slippers on his feet. My Master then attached the leash so that he may lead me to the bathroom. I followed Master to the bathroom & offered Master my mouth so that he may release his bladder. I tried very hard to not let any of Master’s liquid escape my lips as this is very important to Master. Again, Master complimented me & told me he loved me & that I was pleasing him and I thanked him again for allowing me to swallow his liquids. I proceeded to wash Master and dry him off. Once Master was dried off I proceeded to orally stimulate my Master’s ass until he was satisfied. Again, Master told me I was a wonderful whore. And that he loved his Bitch very much. This made me so happy as I want to be the best cunt my Master has ever had. I thanked him again for allowing me to service him.

Master lead me back into the bedroom and I asked permission to cook breakfast for Master. Master gave permission, removed my leash & proceeded to get back in bed & relax. I humbly presented Master with his breakfast and kneeled at Master’s feet on the floor. I asked permission to speak. Master granted this & I asked if I could wash myself. Master granted permission for me to wash myself and removed the rope & hook inserted in my ass. Once I finished with my bath I went over to Master, spread my ass wide & stated “I offer my ass to you Master”. Master told me to relax and declined ass or cunt stimulation. He inserted a clean hook in my ass & roped my cunt & granted permission for me to eat breakfast. I thanked Master for allowing me to eat.

I crawled to side of the bed by Master and sat on my knees. Master returned my leash & lead me back into the bed. Master told me he loved me & was very happy with me. He granted me permission to speak without permission & to hold a nice conversation with him. Master & I talked for a couple of hours. Master then told me to prepare for an inspection. I was tired & didn’t feel like having an inspection. Master didn’t like this. I proceeded to get in the approved positions. Master removed the hook & rope & searched me thoroughly, spreading my cunt & ass with the speculum. He then told me my ass was extremely tight & that we had a long way to go before it would be to his liking. Master then inserted an ass stretcher, locked it & told me to keep it in. I resisted because my ass was very sore from the hook. Master did not like this & slapped me very hard. He proceeded to tell me to NEVER question his judgement. He told me I would be punished for that. Master proceeded to suck on my cunt and fuck me extremely hard. He then told me to get on all fours & inserted 4 needles in my ass cheeks for being disrespectful & 2 needles thru each nipple. I screamed in agony as I had never had so much pain. Master explained why he was punished me & asked me to explain to him why I was being punished. I told him I was hesitant about one of his decisions & promised to never let that happen again. And I thanked him for my discipline. Master then gently removed the needles. Blood squirted everywhere. I was actually turned on by the sight of the blood. I still don’t quite understand this. But I was still in pain. Master kissed me on my forehead & told me he loved me very much. He proceeded to put peroxide on the wounds and allowed me to go to sleep.

I was eager to prove to Master that I could do better. My goal was to be the perfect slave for Master. It hurts my feelings when I disappoint him. I know now that it hurts him to punish me as he gave me so much love in my aftercare. Mid-day Master was ready to remove my ass stretcher. My ass was so sore. Master assured me it would be better for me in the long run & that I would have to learn to love what pleases him. Master proceeded to replace the hook in my ass & I completely lost it. Just the thought of something else inside me was too much for me. I wanted to use my safe word but I knew better. I told Master No. He directed me several times & told me I would be severely punished later. He told me he loved me & that I was to never tell him no. He proceeded to put the hook in my horribly sore ass and directed me to do write in my journal & some research on being a good slave.

When I was done, I crawled to Master’s feet & asked for permission to speak. I told him what I had learned and he told me he was very proud of me. Master pulled me into bed by my leash & cuddled me. He rubbed his cunt & told me to sleep & rest. It was dinner time when I awakened. I served Master dinner. After dinner Master told me to go to my cage while he thought about the discipline he would give me. I went to my cage without hesitation.

Master released me from my cage approximately 30 minutes later. He then hogtied me & suspended me. He proceeded to harshly whip me until I thought I would pass out. After he whipped me I thanked Master for the discipline. He then proceeded to punish me with needles and extremely rough sex. He whipped my ass, pissed in my ass & proceeded to put a tube in my ass for me to drink the piss out. I accepted my punishment & thanked Master when he was done. Master gently released me from suspension & gave me aftercare. He told me he loved me & he lead me to bed. He told me he was proud of my 3rd day & hoped he would not have to be as harsh tomorrow. He then told me that I needed to call him Daddy at all times unless I’m being punished & only then I should call him Master. He told me I needed to study my rules again & that he would present me with more rules soon. I thanked Daddy for his wisdom & prayed very hard to be a great slave tomorrow.